Monday, March 16, 2009

dont know how but it'll be awesome..

yup!

someone asked me how today was going to be and i said i really do not know considering the things in front of me, but i said it was going to be awesome all the same.

was at the galleria with my brother from another mother to take a haircut yesterday, boy! have i missed that place..lol!! well i did not get the haircut after all.. i,500 in this credit crunch era. i decided to go to lekki instead.

on the way, i started to reminisce on issues of the past couple of months and i am glad i have him as my best friend against all thoughts... he really is a great person.

i raved again yesterday, isn't it funny that you get used to a person such that it's all they do not do that you begin to see? isnt it also funny about some idealogies that one never grows out of?
hunter or gardener?

again i spoke to a friend of mine yesterday, another dear one..she complained about some things on the homefront and i am glad i was able to relate and help out. we as adults MUST be able to take ownership of our lives, not parents,friends,siblings can even come close to taking that ownership.

Lord, i am grateful for the way you make me think, even i am beginning to believe in myself so much these days, how could i not think that i really am special... all the experiences are beginning to make a difference for others and i am glad that they are.

i need you to help me, strengthen me and sustain me, i asked yesterday that even if i was caught on top of a woman, does that justify my humiliation or label. i learnt that my love was bought!, that i am that cheap... the fury rises everytime i remember this but it's okay.

only one person paid a price and it was for my life and that is you Jesus. help me to instead be all that i was created to be and in doing that give you utmost pleasure and due Glory. i am kinda hungry menh!!

the very thought of going home to fry plantain is making me salivate to the point of embarrassment, i don dey chop gan o!, but again..it is these little things that really do count.

i'll talk to you later - i told shola about this blog yesterday, but i did not divulge the name. i am almost embarrased that i will be caught someday, before then i'll probably just delete it. lol!!.

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